"To end the racial nightmare"

Teaser: 
a fabulous quote by James Baldwin
Body: 

“If we – and now I mean the relatively conscious whites and the relatively conscious blacks, who must, like lovers, insist on, or create, the consciousness of the others – do not falter in our duty now, we may be able, handful that we are, to end the racial nightmare, and achieve our country, and change the history of the world. If we do not now dare everything, the fulfillment of that prophecy, re-created from the Bible in song by a slave, is upon us: God gave Noah the rainbow sign, No more water, the fire next time!”

- James Baldwin
The Fire Next Time, pp. 119-120

A Guild of Students

Teaser: 

From Sudbury College Online:

The oldest European universities were initially run by students. They were not the ivory towers and colossal megaliths that come to mind with the modern usage of the word university, but were rather communities of people who met in their homes and at parks to educate themselves. The University of Bologna, founded in 1088 and now the oldest surviving European university, was run entirely by its students, who pooled together their resources to hire good teachers.

Body: 

European universities evolved from the guild system. The guild system co-evolved with systems of money and urbanization. As cities evolved and people moved from barter to coin, so did guilds, considered to be the juxtaposed precursor to both labor unions and capitalization. Indeed, universitas itself means corporation.

However, the University of Paris, founded in 1100, was founded by an entirely different guild than the guild of students who formed the cooperative learning institution in Bologna. Teachers at Paris were paid by the Church (followed soon by universities supported by the State), so their customers were not the students, but were instead the Pope. By the end of the twelfth century, there were nearly a hundred universities spread throughout Europe, chartered, funded, and overseen, of course, by higher powers than the students they claimed to serve. Aided by lawyers and kings in the service of the owning class, fearful of the up-and-coming merchant class, these higher institutes of learning became the gatekeepers of professionalism we know today. And of course, this spelled the doom of the guild of students.

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Forgive us, for...

Teaser: 

The public - you and i - believes it.

We are still ready to forgive our rulers.

Body: 
1.


we are still ready to forgive our rulers.

necessary atrocities

to keep things the way they are;

the daily violences and indignities

of a system that cannot do otherwise;

we describe, instead, as errors and aberrations.


1977, steve biko dies in custody -

the murder is horrific, terrifying.

we are outraged

and the security police issue apologies, reforms.

“from here forward, we will not commit torture,

we don't believe in it...”

the public is told.

the public – you and i – believes them.

back in the interrogation rooms

the black activists are told,

“in this room we killed biko,

and we'll kill you in the same way...”

and believe what they hear.

our outrage is made impotent

by our naivety

and our desire to exonerate our torturers.

if they could have had apartheid without torture,

they'd have done it.

if we could have toppled apartheid

with requests, apologies and reforms,

we'd have forgone thirty years of war.


2.


2005, piles of US army photographs are publicized.

here we see iraqis humiliated, beaten and raped

by 20-something american 'boys and girls.'

the 'heroes' of every hometown

now displayed as barbaric, perverted beasts

flagrantly displaying a level of racial hatred

that is no longer popular in this country.


what does all this despicable imagery mean?

the iraqis were being asked important questions:

“where is saddam?

where are the weapons of mass destruction?

where are the terrorists?”

oh.

of course.

seeing the impossibility

of these explanations being taken seriously,

the army changes tactics:


  1. this is the work of a 'few bad apples.'

  2. torture is justified under certain circumstances, in the interests of national security and

  3. we never use torture unless we mean to or unless

  4. it's the work of a 'few bad apples.'


hiccup.

an unpleasant moment in the 'endless war' campaign.

seize the strategic advantage.

control the conversation about your own horrific deeds.

say it's legal.

say it's necessary.

say it rarely happens.


the public – you and i – believes it.

our outrage is made impotent

by our naivety

and our desire to exonerate our torturers.

the daily violences and indignities

of a system that cannot do otherwise

are taken in stride.


we are still ready to forgive our rulers.





on using linux

Teaser: 
i don't play computer games anymore (although i still dabble with developing them), so i can't really answer that. my concern when switching over was for other applications i use. however, all the versions of software i use can readily read files created by their windows counterparts, so i haven't had a problem. i have a dual-boot system, with all my old files, and in the last year, i have not ever even booted into windows (and only had once or twice prior to that). it's just not needed -- i can read the files from the windows hard drive just fine. i can open any file that's on there. i can send files in a format expected by my few windows-using peers. although linux reads flash files just fine, the only thing from windows that i don't have are flash development tools, but i don't create flash files with my current job, so it's not been necessary. besides, i learned just after switching over about open flash, which will take care of that if i ever need to use that again.
Body: 
games are a different story. since i don't play computer games anymore, i can't answer that concern from an experienced stance. however, i have known people in the past who play games on linux. a quick search brings up the following lists. i don't know how up to date they are, because i don't know the current popular games. you can take a look yourself, though.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_commercial_Linux_games
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_professionally-developed_Linux_games
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Linux_games

http://www.happypenguin.org/
http://www.linuxgames.com/

also, WINE is a windows emulator you can install in linux. it seems to support a good number of games as well. you can check:
http://frankscorner.org/

i'm not really trying to convert anyone though. just showing the options. we still use windows on gwen's laptop, and i doubt i'll ever convince her to switch. she's always complaining about little quirks on my computer (like the fact that apple doesn't make a linux plug-in for quicktime, so that quicktime movies on the 'net are launched in separate windows. or the fact that i have javascript disabled by default, so you have to turn it on for a new site. but i've explained to her that that's not linux's default behavior, it's just how i've configured firefox, and i could do the same on her computer if she wanted).

and, unfortunately, because of the nature of my work, and because nearly everyone else still uses windows, i still have to turn on a windows machine once or twice a month to see how microsoft is going to screw up a web site i'm developing, so i can break my site to make it work on windows... but even there, i generally use browsercam, do i'm just doing that work remotely off my linux machine.

however, i even have my ipod working off linux, and don't get some of the crippling software normally installed by apple: if you plug an ipod into someone else's apple or pc computer, it will erase all the music from the ipod in a pathetic attempt to counter musical 'piracy' (like you can actually commandeer a CD, hijack a vinyl 45, or ransom off an eight-track); linux respects your property. but if the riaa had their way, they'd charge you a nickle for every time you got a tune stuck in your head.

nablopomo folks go here...

Teaser: 

where was my nablopomo? it was here all along. just realized i linked the home page of this site rather than my blog sub-section (aaron) up top. and didn't promote most the posts to the front page. sorry to the folks who were visiting from there. you can take a look at the blog, or just the nablopomo category, which lists all the blogs for that comp.

it was lots of fun! got me in a habit. make sure to check out my suggestions for next year.

Anticon Lyrics

Teaser: 
This is an archive of lyrics of white, intellectual/radical underground hip-hop.

soliloquies of a surburban white

Teaser: 

is it an accomplishment, in-and-of-itself

to proclaim the moral bankruptcy of your times?

Body: 

1.

if a person can come to america
and still be "from" somewhere,
they are not - yet - members of a race.

what is happening to the mexicans here
is not so different from the italians a century back:
cultivating the delta and hanging like strange fruit.
there's no reason why today's spics won't end up just as white as yesterday's dagos.

2.

it is popular now to make racial issues
out of matters that are entirely otherwise
while simultaneously proclaiming the 'withering away'
of race as a concept.
race withers like stalin's dictatorship,
not like grapes on a vine.
i am an american;
i cannot imagine my country without race.

3.

the only black people who'll say "let's not discuss race"
have spent a decade or more in 'all-white' environments.
surely i'd try and end the discussion as well,
in their position.
dominating everything else, what's to stop whites
from dominating the discourse around their own domination?
all the same, 'downplaying' the importance of race
is just another way to entrench us in it.

4.

the citizen's council was right:
those damn rednecks in the klan
forced integration
but!
the citizen's council has stayed in power.

5.

the boers and the zionists share a unique place in history.
the honest articulation of their goals,
codified in thousands of laws
and reinforced by american ammunition and the special branch
is a true gift to the rest of us.
in our situation, "we pay so much attention to their faces,
we miss the motion of their hands."
we are heirs to south africa,
but no one has told us yet.

6.

the 'old days' are right around the corner.
meanness, unrepentent arrogance and brutality
are increasingly 'en vogue' amongst the powerful;
the 'zeitgeist' of 1939 is once again feasible.
meanwhile in basra, the blunt antagonisms of this arrangement
are splattering about in the buses, cafes, market stands,
atvs and mosques
of everyday life.
still, the incessant TSA queues are blase;
nothing yet appears as a deterrant, or provocation.

7.

whenever the brazenness of the powerful
outstrips the tenacity of the exploited,
we are living in truly troubling times.
before the fires in the oilfields reach my doorstep,
there will be a long silence:
hands bound.
heads bowed.

8.

fifty years ago, i'd have been a 'race man.'
on whose side?
is a 'nigger-lover' any more courageous or honest
than an 'anti-racist'?
do people only take the stands that appearing threatening
in their age,
or do they occasionally surpass even that benchmark?
is it an accomplishment in-and-of-itself
to proclaim the moral bankruptcy of your times?

Thanksgiving

Teaser: 

Thanksgiving is next week. I'd forgotten about it. Sort of sad how the American government has tried to co-opt that holiday. It's been celebrated for probably thousands of years by cultures around the world, or at least in climates that experience winter. You have a big harvest, a hard winter on its way, and all the food that's not salted or canned is going to rot soon. What else should you do with it?

Read an article in Z-Magazine about it today. I knew that the "pilgrims" who landed at Plymouth Rock weren't the first English-speaking colonists, but hadn't realized the colonists at Jamestown had resorted to caniballism. No wonder we decided to celebrate the next colony in line. Of course, there was also the Lost Colony in Raleigh, but they went native on us.

Body: 

Even though in the US, most people don't have to worry about what to do with the extra food in the fall, and almost no one cans anymore, most still celebrate this festival. However, despite the attempts of government schooling, it's not about pilgrims and Indians for most people either. In a mobile society that brings their work home, it's a convenient time to visit family and celebrate each other and life on the planet. And that's what most people do, I believe.

So boycott? I'm not going to give that power to the pilgrims. I thumb my nose at them. A blood-thirsty, pig-headed lot. But I'll keep celebrating food and family and love. And keep on working to overthrow the system, or at least go native myself.

Liberal Democracy and Education

Teaser: 

Looking at the Freedom House's 2006 Annual Report (pdf), it would appear that the world is slowly evolving towards Liberal Democracy, with a majority of 46% of the world living in "Free Countries" and a further 18% living in "Partly Free" countries. Of course, it could easily be argued that this organization (created in response in the 1940's to the world's well-founded fears of fascism and nazism) is now a neo-conservative think-tank, but this is probably a fair representation of the current political state of the world: freedom of speech is taken for granted (if not always in fact) in the United States and Canada, while trade agreements notwithstanding, it's widely acknowledged that China derives much of its newfound economic power from prison slavery.

However, as Daniel Greenberg pointed out during a conference at Sudbury Valley School in 2005, the ideal for freedom in the United States is still far off mark from the reality, and a reason that many people reject democratic schooling for their children may be that providing a free environment for their children highlights the hypocrisy present in the rest of their lives.

Body: 

The most common criteria for a liberal democracy are as follows:

  • Right to life and security of person
  • Freedom from slavery
  • Freedom of movement
  • Equality before the law and due process under the rule of law
  • Freedom of speech
  • Freedom of information
  • Freedom of the press and access to alternative information sources
  • Freedom of association and assembly
  • Freedom of education
  • Freedom of religion
  • An independent judiciary

Certainly, most people in the United States would agree that all these criteria are met, or at least promised by the government. After all, by the sixth grade, nearly everyone learns the preamble to the Declaration of Independence, the Bill of Rights, and that freedom is as American as apple pie. What is not talked much about is that we generally give only lip service to these freedoms, that most of us live quite different lives, and that our society certainly is far from these ideals.

People are afraid to give their children liberties that they themselves do not experience in life. When a person has spent, in some cases, a majority of their lives in institutionalized education, where the regimen is anything but freedom, and followed this up with the aptly named wage slavery, it is difficult to even imagine an alternative. Of course, they would want the same for their children -- what else is there?

Schools like Sudbury Valley take the basic tenets of liberal democracy and apply them to their culture. Rather than trying to instill a basic set of ideal societal beliefs on their students (by rote memorization in fifty-minute classroom chunks), they create an environment where the people are implementing these ideals. This concept is far ahead of the times -- most adults in our society work in environments barely progressed beyond medieval serfdom. In the transition from an industrial society to a service economy, many American factories have been outsourced to the global south and China, or staffed by undocumented workers. These factories have been happily replaced with cubicles, which (forced by further outsourcing) many workers are replicating in the home office. The factory clock, the first casualty of the French revolution, has been usurped by the wristwatch, and cell phones keep us in touch with our employers even during our vacations.

If we can't make the choice to emancipate ourselves, what do we have planned for our children? Should we lock them up in our prison schools, and perpetuate the emptiness we feel in our adult lives? Or should we work with them to create a new society? Where people have been raised as equals, and expect no less from each other?

When faced with the choice of freedom, which entails facing and rejecting the dark void in our society, it's no wonder that so many turn back to their government, hoping that our school systems can simply be fixed with a few more tax dollars, better educated teachers, or more standardized testing.

On the other hand, maybe more people would make a different choice if they were even aware the choice was theirs to make. In that case, it's no wonder that a government still bound to its medieval roots would keep its citizens deaf, dumb, and blind. And how better to do that then keep them chained to a desk for twelve or more years and make them repeat, until the words hold no meaning, "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal, that they are endowed, by their Creator, with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness."

- Aaron Winborn

Revolting

Teaser: 

by Taylor Sparrow:

"I hope you come down with a horrible sickness, so that the revolting can begin."

Body: 

Revolting

If you're going to turn on the spotlight, why don't you get a closer look?
For years I've felt like I must bleed blue,
because people always dissect, vivisect and infect me with their ways
And then it turns out most times that they just want to turn away
after all....

Now, they say that Shakespeare was a mirror to society,
and when the English went to see him, they threw fruit and vegetables at the stage,
now amerika "oohs," and "ahhh"s at what we really can't understand
Looking back, most of Shakespeare's time was rather unintelligible-
patriarchy, war, Christianity, royalty, the whole deal was pretty messy...

Not so different from today, I suppose
But instead of being disgusted by what you see, you pretend it isn't there.
nope, not a single thing going wrong here, no sir...

If you're going to turn on the spotlight, why don't you get a closer look?
personally, i'd rather be a virus than a mirror-
I'd like to spit back the illness of the amerikan way,
So you all come crawling back to me, begging for a cure
The scars : the frustration, the aggression, the despair, the hatred,
the alienation, the sorrow, the nihilism, all of the scars,
I want you to feel them rush into your body and overcome you,
With every action, every single day,

I want you to be absolutely sick of living in this society
I want you to be revoltingly ill, so that the revolting can begin...

If you're going to turn on the spotlight, why don't you get a closer look?
The problem is not that I bleed blue, but that I bleed red...

I am one hundred percent a living, breathing human animal,
I aspire to live and be free, to love, to share my enjoyment with others,
to create, struggle, laugh, learn, cry and everything else that makes me human
I want a family, a community, a home,
I want to enjoy the world in which I live, the streams, the forests,
the animals, the oceans, the mountains, grass, sand, rock, plant, air...

I want to soak in my time on earth, then fade into the ground
and pass on my energy to generations yet to come...

Because I am so human,
I'll never fit in with the amerikan way
school-work-tv-programmed sleepwalking automatons
Hatred-filled violent protectors of the status quo-

Living, dying

and killing seven billion animals every year,

and killing thousands and thousands of acres of rainforests, farm land, oceans raped, expanding from the heat, coming down through the decaying sky, burning gray, amerikan prairies, dustbowl, slaughterhouse run-off, don't swim in those waters, don't drink that, step inside, you'll burn soon

and killing the majority of the world's people, "free trade" sweat-shops, military dictatorship, u.s. forces stationed in over one hundred nations, poor brown nations, starving while Columbus-style-corporations expand, flourishing off white supremacy, the wealthy elite grows richer

and killing women throughout the globe, false images, theft of beauty on the t.v. screens, billboards, magazines, school, office, your home, my home, kept around to suit the interests of man, work more for less, open up your body, and let them crawl inside, one out of every three men uses force, dying slowly, in make-up and lingerie

and killing 20 species a day, gone forever

and killing all memory of the peaceful societies that were turtle island, native people forgotten, cast onto reservations, racist movies and museums, and the middle passage expands to vast new highways and bi-ways, loopholes in the law, racist thinking never buried, still the African peoples work as slaves in amerika, in cyber-chains, cutting cane, rotting in prisons, overcrowded ghettoes

and killing for money.

Living, dying and killing for money.

Even in the spotlight, you assume I don't exist...

Impossible!

Nothing is wrong here!

A revolution?! Ha! Never!

school-work-tv-programmed sleepwalking automatons,

I hope you come down with a horrible sickness
So the revolting can begin....

- Taylor Sparrow

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